An Almost Perfect Day

Hey All:
It's the holiday weekend, quite honestly holiday's used tp be party time until about 10 years ago. Then my life changed and didn't stop for about 5 years. five whole years that are pretty much a blur of survival.
Foodstamps and much help from friends and neighbors, but as a final slap in the face the love of my life, my absolute soul mate for life, left me and our two young girls.
Whoopie, single dad!!! Don't get me wrong, my girls saved my life. But, the single parent routine is definetly a drag.

Today, I decided to change a couple of things in my life. First of all,, and probably most important, is that whenever that voice in my head says, "you can't do that" I'm going to say 'fuck you, shut up."

I rode the bike to a trail along the Black River (Swamp) today and spent some time drawing and taking a couple of pics.

Came home and cleaned a little. Had supper and now doing this.

My only wish is that I could have talked to my new friend Cyn.

Oh well, maybe tomorrow.

smitty