NEW START

I'm amazed at the way I feel/think of late. The reason I believe is getting off all of the medication I was on.
It somehow deadened me. I'm alive again.
Crazy? Yes probably, but I'm much happier this way!!!!! At least I'm real.
smitty

lifeisexciting

I've noticed over the past couple of weeks that my whole attitude about everyting is changing.
Probably because I have stopped taking antidepressants.
Obama is president and I still have a few good years ahead of me.
I keep asking myself what do I want to do. Always, my 'parent' begins a litany of reasons why, I can't. Story of my life.
I'm sick of it!!!
What the hell have I got to lose?
My biggest concern and love at present are my two beautiful girls, future son in law and future grandchild. That's it.
I have a mother that I have absolutely no interest in, but feel guilty because I don't care. She's one of those poison people.
I also have some cousins and relation that I do care about.
But, what do I want to do?
I know that I have a lot of previously taken photo's that I could do sommething with--maybe even make some money.
I'm not looking to get rich.
I want to be a writer. Been told I have potential as a good story teller. But, it's been awhile since I have actually written something.
Still love acess tv and believe it has great potential.
Lot's of stuff to think about.
smitty

A New ERA (I HOPE)

It is 10:17pm here in Holland, Michigan and the pundit's are predicting OBAMA as our next president of the United States. I'm glad, I voted for him.
Just got back from my local Acess TV Show 'Open Line,' a live call in show.
My co-Host, a VERY republican citizen was insane. BOO-HOO, WAAWAA.
Unfortunately, being in an overwhelming republican stronghold I pretty much got beat up.
It's ok. I expect great things from Mr. Obama.
Keith