lifeisexciting

I've noticed over the past couple of weeks that my whole attitude about everyting is changing.
Probably because I have stopped taking antidepressants.
Obama is president and I still have a few good years ahead of me.
I keep asking myself what do I want to do. Always, my 'parent' begins a litany of reasons why, I can't. Story of my life.
I'm sick of it!!!
What the hell have I got to lose?
My biggest concern and love at present are my two beautiful girls, future son in law and future grandchild. That's it.
I have a mother that I have absolutely no interest in, but feel guilty because I don't care. She's one of those poison people.
I also have some cousins and relation that I do care about.
But, what do I want to do?
I know that I have a lot of previously taken photo's that I could do sommething with--maybe even make some money.
I'm not looking to get rich.
I want to be a writer. Been told I have potential as a good story teller. But, it's been awhile since I have actually written something.
Still love acess tv and believe it has great potential.
Lot's of stuff to think about.
smitty