new year

OK
I'm trying to be honest.
When my ex-wife walked out on me 8 years ago--I was devastated, destroyed.
My whole life, for 20years was Suzanne and then the girls.
EVERYTHING I did revolved around them and their lives.
I wasnot perfect, but my total motives were for family.
I was a model husband and tried to be a good citizen. A good model for the girls. We always told them and encouraged them, that they could do anything they wanted to do.
When I got fired from BPW, my life changed.
I was in jepardy of not being a 'good' father, (which I did not have.)
Finally, I got it together. A job at Walgreens, still fighting through the union to get my job back.
I ran for Mayor of Holland.
Then Suzanne got sick. I want to go back over journals to remember just what and how that happened. It's a blur.

Anyway, in 2000/20001, she walked out.
If not for the girls, I probably would have died.
Needless to say, my legs were kicked out from under me.
I managed, but staggereded.

I'm just now getting my legs back.

k